Tuesday, March 9, 2010

I like everything the way it is....

There are so many things that can change in such a small amount of time. For getting older to learning new things, getting your heart broken to just fall in love again! I have come to appreciate the saying "every thing happens for a reason"!
I have been walked all over more some many times that I would have to use my toes, cause I just don't have that many fingers. But I have found that one person that makes my heart beat fast, my palms sweat and gives me butterflies just by looking at me! He really does have my heart and now I see that I had to be hurt a few times to appreciate some one real! We may fight a lot and we may get on each others nerves but we always work it out and still love each other when we are done. To me that is real! Although neither of us are perfect he is as close as it gets in my eyes. My son is so big I can't believe that he is only 5 months old! Sometimes its hard but then he smiles at me and I know it is all worth it! He is just like his dad, that is truly undeniable! I love to watch them play together, the smile on their faces is irreplaceable. They even look alike they both have those blue eyes that are to die for, dimples, and a personality that is irresistible. He crawls and giggles all the time. He is constantly a smile on my face with him. It really is amazing how much you can love someone. But for me I guess its how much I can love 2 someones! My boy are what keep me going and I love them both with all my heart and that is never going to change!